♥ ğïЯℓ ïи†ΣяμþτΣ₫ ♥ (kissonurlips) wrote,
♥ ğïЯℓ ïи†ΣяμþτΣ₫ ♥
kissonurlips

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Things will never be the same

so...


2 deaths in 2 weeks.


i dont know how much more i can handle.


and my mom certainly isnt handling well. she's having a really hard time.


so i had to burry (sp?) gary yesterday. and im worried that nester might get lonely. :(


dude. ashlee simpson is so trying to seduce me with her hot voice coming out of the speakers. that whore.




IM KIDDING ASHLEE!


::shifty eyes::


raul and i decided to give eachother some space. so we're kind of not really talking anymore. and it makes me sad. cause he's the only one that ever calls me, or invites me places. so i wont be doing anything on the weekends for a while. :(




Eyes are feeling heavy
But they never seem to close
The fan blades on the ceiling spin
But the air is never cold
Even though you're next to me
I still feel so alone
I just can't give you anything
For you to call your own

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking
Like a weight

Something I've be keeping
locked away behind my lips
I can feel it breaking free
With each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you
But it's all so different now
Things that I was of sure then
Have filled me up with doubt

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking
Like a weight

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Couldnt stop my heart
It's always beating
Sinking like a weight

How am I supposed to feel
About the things I've done
I don't know if I should stay
Or turn around and run
I know that I hurt you;
Things will never be the same
The only love I ever knew
I threw it all away

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking
Like a weight

And I can feel you breathing
And its keeping me awake
Couldn't stop my heart
It's always beating
Sinking like a weight




so. um. yeah. marlene's surprise b-day party was saturday. it was pretty lame. no one wanted to play truth or dare OR spin the bottle. and brian h. was almost humping my leg. and i so felt a boner pressing against my ass when he sandwhiched me with cesar. eww.

and i so didnt dance with cesar. (im lying)


but it was still kinda boring.


but you know tamim got to hit that for pulling off her surprise party. thats probly the only reason he did it. to get some...


i mean....

::shifty eyes::


and monika's quince is this saturday. but its in tijuana. so since my mom probly wont want to take me, im hoping to go with anal. just tell my mom that im spending the 'noche' at her house.


i went to mcdonalds yesterday. and i saw this really hot guy there. and he was really cute. like, even the way he wore his hat. i was all giggly and giddy. and then he kept looking at me... and i got all girly. but then i started talking to my mom. but he was really cute.



i think im might wear my yellow/green/white dress to monika's quince.


so my computer is still gay. and im cold.


and school is starting to get really old, really fast.






gary+nester... a few months ago. :(


not to be concieted or anything... but i look pretty ok in this picture... or so i like to tell myself.


my cousin SOoOoOo knows how to wink... (no he doesnt)


blehhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


my huge cock.


rey


my hot fat leg


jaime's sag


le felix


my binder


hottest. bobby. picture. EVER. (in the middle)


anal leg.


more anal leg.


ok. try to guess in which one she's really studying.


is this first one real?


or this second one?
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