January 17th, 2004

alien © me

missed stuff:

hahaha! i had a pretty good day today! it was FUN[ny]!!!! but first i realized that i left a HUGE part out: the last part of my winter break!!! how could i! thats when i went to LA with raul!

ok first: my new years:
my family came over... it wasnt homosexual like i thought it might be... joel didnt call, but it was still pretty ok... thats when i got my chucks... ana, sherly, ana's mom, and i went to the chula vist mall... we watched return of the king... its a pretty good movie... then we went to the store to get our chucks... we were gonna get purple (they iddnt hav orange)... but they didnt have purple in ana's size... so she got green... we walked to target... they had this UBER cool karyoke (?) michine... it was so cool! it had a camer and stuff... we played with it of course! it was cool... my mom picked me up... when i got home, my aunt was already there... i just went to the room... and was there for a while... them my other family got there... we just hung out... it was fun... especially with me new chucks! :) they look so cool! then new years came... i was hoping to stay up to watch the sun rise... thats been my new years goal since i was 13... i've never made it... but this time i gave up cuz i was hella tired... i woke up... late...

the next two days (thursday and friday)i remember NOTHIHG...

then came saturday... i was waken up... i was leaving for L.A... raul's mom came to pick me up... she took me to their house first... GOD was i tired! them after maybe a half hour, we left... i love road trips... they're so fun! first we went to this one mall... in hollywood... raul made fun of the way i walked with me chucks... then we went... to santa monica i think... im in LOVE with that place! we went to the santa monika pier! it was SOOOOOO fun! we got on the "roller coaster" and on the spinny thingy... and that dragon thing that swings you back and forth... we even went down on the beach... and i chased the see gulls and got sand all over us ... we had fun! or i did atleast... then i think we might had either gone to another mall... or to the hotel... and we stayed there for the rest of the day... we watched tv... the hotel we stayed at was by LAX... driving by there so badly reminded me of when i went to australia cuz thats the airport i left from... i saw the place where my plane thing was... where we boarded our luggage... god! i got so sad! then at the hotel we got bored being inside, so we went to walk around... and we went by the stairs and were talking and stuff, and this guy came over, and at first he didnt see us, but then i said something and he turned around... and he started talking to us... he was from boston... his name was Lee... he had a pink shirt one... he was SOOOOO annoying! after like a half hour, we decided to go back to the room... and then thats about it... in the morning we left the hotel after breakfast... then we went to another 2 malls... and then we went home... then i went home... my trip to L.A. was really fun...

then skewl started again...

well... now that i got that down, lets get bak to now...

OMG! this senior at my skewl thinks im hot!!! not pretty... not attractive... but HOT! i think thats so funny!!!! cuz he even has a girlfriend... he IMed me the other day... and i was like "um who are you?" and he wouldnt tell me... so i had to guess... i asked him who gave him my screen name, but he didnt tell me, and i was like "did said give it to you?" and he said yeah... then he sent me a pic of him and i knew who he was... and then the next morning at skewl, i told me friends... and luwan and amira were like "oh yeah... ryu... he told me he thinks you hot..." i was like :-O!!! why did they NOT tell me??? i dont know... but i find it hilarious that ANYONE finds me even the LEAST bit attractive! especially a senior! who has a girlfriend! hahaha!

ok... bak today... because raul's birthday is this coming monday, moises and i had this idea of getting together somewhere with him and just hangin out... we decided on his house.... we invited like... maybe ten ppl... only six arrived... and moises wasnt even one of them! but it was still uber fun! i was the third to get there... jose after me.. and alba and gabby way after jose... we walked to starbucks... that so fun! its was freezing cold... but its all good... anthony spilled his drink cuz he was throwing himself at this thing... and everyone was like "its still good! get some from the top part!" eating the frappicino off the ground... it was funny! and they found a VONS cart thing on our way there, and i got in it, and they were pushing me... it was fun... but kinda scary... then when we got there we were just hangin out... and we started talking about the paris hilton tape... and jose had the brilliant idea of making our own cheat ass porn... so we did... it was FUNNY!!!! we all still had our clothes on of course... but it was FUNNY!!!!! ana was the only who idndt do anything.. and everyone was saying that what raul and were doing looked real... it was funny... the best of times i must say... then i had to go... then i came home

and i logged on... and here i am... talking to my friend carlos... and the senior that thinks im hot...

OMG!!! jesus called me the other day! i was like "GAH!!!!!" we hardly talked... it was more like "so...." every five minutes... and i reached a conclusion about him: he thinks and feels too much. he duznt live life cuz he thinks and feels too much. i mean yeah, sometimes you gotta think about your accions and what not... but he's such a dull person... its like just let yourself go... be 16... enjoy your precious teenage years... he told me he once thought about ditching but then... he started thinking and didnt... i almost yelled at him! he thinks too much... he has no teenage experience cuz he thinks too much! he need to let go! lay back and let things come! GOD! it frustrates me! that one of the things i DO NOT like about him... he too uptight... too "i thought about it and starting thinking about the things that could happen... and how i would feel sad about it... and bla bla bla!!!!!!" GOD!!!! i hate that! i've proble done more "bad" things than him... and i tyr to be a goody-two shoes!!!!! its pathertic! GOD!

well... i could rant on and on... but i think im done... im tired...
-the end-

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