March 11th, 2004

alien © me

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it wasnt hot yesterday... and we ran the mile... for practice... things are... ok between ana and i... but... i dont know... she said we could take baby steps... maybe eventually regain what we once had... but... its kinda hard to take "baby steps" if she never hangs out with me and only talks to me when stephanie isnt around... today i heard stephanie call her "anal"... i got kinda mad cuz thats MY nickname for her... only i can call her that... or thats what i thought... but it guess it makes sense since their best friends now... but im still kinda hurt...

it turns out that my friend albert #2 called me this passed weekend... i love the way my brother failed to tell me... i was gonna call him on tuesday... but i wasnt feeling too much in a talkative mood... so i didnt... but i was like ":-s" cuz i told him i would... but i DID call him yesterday... but i didnt exactly get and answer... it was weird what happened... but pint is, i didnt have a phone conversation with him...

yesterday i was walking home, and i saw my neighbors outside and one of them was stuck on the roof and the others wouldnt give him then latter to get down... he was really pissed... he was throwing things at them... i laughed... but anywho... the guy that didnt believe me that i was fifteen was there... and he saw me and he was like "he-ey!" and i was like "uh... hi" and he kept getting closer... then he put his arm around me... and i thought he was just gonna walk with me with his arm around my shoulders... i was wrong! he then put his other arm around me... and it eventually turned into a hug and i was just there thinking uh... then he puts his leg around and im a bit confused by then... and i just stand there and try to hug him back, then he's like "oh sorry" and gets off of me... i was still a bit confused but i just continue to walk on... it was... interesting... i think i should find out his name... :-/

me being the blonde that i am, i woke up TWENTY mintues arely today!!!! not counting the fact that i usually dont actually get out of bed until 7:10/7:15 not 7:00... im so mad at myself! but tomorrows friday, so i get to sleep in! woo-hoo!

bryan and i are going to the movies on saturday... since we're not going to the ASB ball... but we;re not sure what movie we're gonna see.

raul and i didnt argue today we almost went a WHOLE day without arguing... but we didnt make it... we kinda got mad at eachother in history... but whatever...

i saw ryu with angel today... he and i kinda... stopped being friends... we dont really talk anymore... like a week or so ago... he said something to me... & and i dont know if it was just an "FYI" or if he said it to try to make me feel bad...

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i dunno... my friends and i dont even consider him and his girlfriend a couple anymore cause they cant seem to decide whether they like eachtoher or not... they break every few months or so... and like a week or so later, they get back together... then they break up again... and so on... its never ending... but whatever makes him happy :)

i talked to charlie today in avid... i think he wants to come visit me... im not sure... he asked me if i wanted him to... i told him i didnt mind... then he went off and kind of began to make plans... like he asked me what we'd do and where we'd go... i was like "uh"...

IM GETTING MY HAIR CUT TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!! im uber excited!!!... oh and i finally uploaded some pics.... you know what to do...

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