random:( some pictures (new chucks, new shirt)Collapse )
ok, so i told myself to get back in line, and come up with my genious (:-/) updates. but i was too lazy.
yesterday raul and i went to astrid's quince. blah. it was ok. kinda boring though. but raul and i got to talk and stuff. and (surprise surprise) it got all deep and what not, and i like poured my heart out and started crying. but we talked. and it was nice. we did this thing where we would take turns saying things we didnt like about ourselves. and it was sad. i had WAY more things than raul.
him:um... i dont know... i cant think of any!
me: well... thats fine! i've got tons more! and its my turn anyways!
:(. whatever, right?
we mostly just walked around and stuff. it was ok. kinda talked to anal, step-on-me (stephanie), and anthony. they said my name about something, but i wasnt really paying attention.
so, i havent really logged on. or read journals. so im doing so now, and i have to go back quite a few pages, and thats when i came about my outrage towards anonymous posters. gr.
anywho. i went to wal*mart today.
i also went to the this cal SOAP scholars bla bla bla thing. it was from 8-noon. i woke up at like 7:45. so i was rushing through EVERYTHING. but we got there on time. and edwin and oscar (flores) went too. and imani. i finally ogt around to talking to her. i really dont like the ways things were just left hanging between us. but she doesnt seem bothered. and neither am i. so progress was made. they had this other meeting at the place (city college) so they had donuts and cookies in this one room, and we were all offered so we all ran and got something to eat. next time i should take something on my own though.
they was this girl there. her shoes were funny. i thried to get a picture, but when i took the one i did, it flashed, so it was OBVIOUS I took a picure. :-/ so i didnt try anymore. the one i got wasnt too good though. my damn fat arm was in the way!( shoesCollapse )
i hope thats not too bad to see. :-/ but yeah. i thought they were funny. different.
I GOT MY SHIRT TODAY!
yesssssss!( i rock my own socks!Collapse )
i wonder if people will believe that thats my real name? :-/
eh, who cares. i'm just so happy for myself!
also. do NOT trust me with scissors. at. all.
i cut my own hair. i kind of have bangs now. and i look even worse that before. i'd take a picture. but i'd probly be crying in it. i have NO idea what i was thinking. it was like... one of those times when your like "i wonder what would happen if..." or "i wonder if..." or "what what i look like with/without/if...?" except im the kind of person who actually likes to find out. raul didnt really notice it today but... i dont know. :-/
raul, his parents and i went to eat today. i fell asleep cause i havent really slept well lately. and then my mom wakes me up:
mom: come look
me: at what?
mom: wake up! look!
so i like just roll out of bed, i open my door, my eyes not even half open. and raul is standing in my living room. that certainly woke me up. so it turned out he had called, but since i was asleep i wasnt told he was coming. so i had to get ready really fast. then we went out. we went to this "oriental" buffet. it wasnt too good. :-/ BUT! they DID have abrosia! and it was pretty good. so thats all i ate. i wasnt hungry anyway. my mumzy had made pasta earlier. it was yum.
then i got candy. :)
then i came home with me uber awesome shirt that i know all of you envy. haha!
ok, im done.