June 29th, 2004

alien © me

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ok so, yesterday was bother's birthday!!!

here's we did.

first, he had to go to work so we did nothing. i would on the history homework and such. then my mum came home and we went out for breakfast. then we came home... and:

we didnt do anything!!!

its really starting to get to me the way my brother thinks he too... old (?) to do family stuff anymore. whenever my mom says "hay lets go/do..." he says no. i mean yeah he's 19 and all now... but... we're still a family right? im not THAT embarassing am i? ok maybe i am, but doesnt he ever WANT to just spend time with us, just as a family? or is that just me and my loser self??? ::sigh:: i dont know. maybe he really IS too old. but i must admit it does make me kinda sad inside.

speaking of arizona, my brother just left on a rode trip TO arizona. can you believe that? what i'd GIVE to get to go on a road trip. especiall NOW... im just so... stressed... mostly from school. but from just life basically. i need time away. where i dont exactly need to think. just left go; turnmy back on it all for just ONE minute... to figue things out. or in some cases to grasp what exactly is infront of me. sometimes when something comes up, i dont even truely look at what im dealing with, i just give an answer just because i want it out of my face ASAP. i want to go on a road trip. back a shirt or 2. maybe some jeans. and a whole load of taffy and almund kisses. yes.

so basically me weekend was... boring... but i must say i liked it. not having to get ready for much. it was nice. raul invited me to his house both saturday AND sunday, but i said no cause i had to work on my history.

theres something wrong with my computer again. gr.

im gonna have to cut this short, cause i have to take a shower. later days.
alien © me

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DUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo wanna go to street scene this year!!!!!!!!! like... i wanna go more badly than i want to leave preuss! i wanna wanna wanna wanna wanna wanna wanna wanna wanna go!! Friday, August 27th & Saturday, August 28th

All Ages both days!

and they're selling a limited amount of 2 day passes for $55!!!!

GOD! i wanna go sooooo bad!!!!!!!

i would so worship anyone who bought me tickets. anyone????

::hides in corner and cries::

i have a confession to make... i've never been to a concert like anything... if i were to go... this would sort of be my first, since its not exactly a concert per say. but it would mean more to me than... my first sex. i kid not.

so anywho.

i got my year book. got it signed.

ana, i found him.

but i freaked out and didnt tell him. i just... walked away. my one and ONLY chance... and i just walked away. i feel so bad right now. i hate being to shy. when i got on the bus, i couls see him from where i was sitting... and i felt a few tears run down... but not just becuase... its him and im obsessed... cause im not... its just... something small... child like... ya know? i guess just the fact that that was last chance to say something to ALL the seniors. and i didnt. and im probly neve going to see these people again. especially him.

so no signed year book. not this year, not ever.