July 6th, 2004

alien © me

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agh... emoness... so many sad thoughts going through my mind right...

ZERO plans for the summer... which is in 2 days...

um... ana called me steph today. GOD. it hurts... still... i decided to not even make a huge deal about it... but it still is really gay.

um... my package from joel came last week. with pictures. which just made things... agh... not cool... i guess...

street scene... i want to go so bad. but i doubt that i am...

the skin where im sun buirned is really dry... and it hurts...

just... i had something else... but i cant remember...

grrr... raul and i are just officially JUST FRIENDS.

i try to make myself stop being sad. but its hard sometimes... its hard to even FAKE happiness... i need sleep. i want to go home and just nap.

im gonna go look at... the window now...