July 12th, 2004

alien © me

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wow... i mhaving the hardest time believing that one year ago today... i was probably almost bording that plane...



wow... by this time i was barely getting to know my little prphan annie.. and hilary... and katelyn... and that other girll... amber... but i didnt like her even from the beginning...




ahhh... sadness...



speaking of sadness, i was feeling really emo earlier today... i dont know why though... then the song the scientist by coldplay came on... have i eer mentioned how much i love coldpay??? i do. they rock my panties emotion/feelings like whoa. i almost cried. but i dont even know why. i guess cause i got thinking about how i have all these crushes on guys, but i know i can never really have any of them... then i think my mom noticed, and i felt bad, so i pretended to be happy, and it worked, my emo-ness faded, and all was well in the land of oz



no one said it owuld be easy...Collapse )


i got home, logged on, but as always, no one talked to me... so i logged off... i think im going to jsut delete everyone cause no one ever talks to me anyways.

then i went out to the living room and watched tv with the mom. then i watched i love the 90s, cause i do love the 90s.


and here i am, feeling emo-ish again, cause no on eis talking to me, ryu is not responding to my IMs (and he's the only one who ever talks to me), and im tired, but still have to take a shower... so here i go...
  • Current Music
    the scientist - coldplay