July 27th, 2004

alien © me

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i hate the way that on mozilla, transparent backgrounds look like this, when in reality, its supposed to look like this!!!!!!



grrrr....



but im going out today guys! yay! be happy for me!





also, is it just me, or does photobucket have a new look?????
alien © me

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one year ago tonight i met joel.





wow. i can hardly believe that one year ago tonight was my last night in australia.




the BEST 2 1/2 weeks of my life. definitely.
alien © me

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im really NOT feeling good about myself today. i just want to dig a hole and go die in it. and raul's going to san fran this weekend, so im obviously not going to have anything to do, and i hate that, cause i really dont want to spend the next week just sitting around at home. and for some reason i feel a need to cry. and its pissing me off cause i dont have a reason to cry. but i feel like shit, both inside and out. raul burned me a cd today. and ir turns out he has the a foo fighters CD, and i asked him to burn me a copy. and i dont think im going to street scene this year, cause would rather go both days cause i like the people/bands playing BOTH days, and its so much of a better deal (money-wise) to go both days than just one, but i think carolina's birthday is on the 28th, and i've already promised to go, and i WANT to go, but i cant be both places at once. so now everything is just going wrong and ruining everything for me and this whole summer has sucked cock like whoa and i just want to pull out all my hair and scream like i've never screamed in my life... but not in a sexual way. and i think raul likes samira, cause almost everything he says has some sort of connection with her, but i dont even know why i care, and i dont want to care but i do, and i think that being his friend only driving me closer and closer to insanity, but i dont want to not be his friend, and i just want to sit in a small corner and cry my eyes out, but at the same time i dont cause im tired of that always being my solution to everything, and im started to get angry b/c i know im annoying all of you with my emo-angsty-depressed rants about how my life sucks and is just wrong.































but i cant help it. and i think that angers me most.
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